My shameful addiction has cast a shadow across my whole life. The relief it brings me is unmatched, but I know it's destructive. I'm not alone - millions of older women like me hide a similar secret

With age comes wisdom, they say, and my lifestyle is surely proof of this. Aged 60, I've never been so clean-ยญliving. I feel balanced and happy. My addictions are non-existent. Except for one.

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